Verse I

Sometimes I feel like I want to quit

No one will notice if

I forfeit my soul blow myself with a clip

That's my father did no gun, a noose and he hung

My mom found him in the basement there as he swung

At 5 years old what does that do to a kid

Produced a maniac anthrax type of a kid

I hear an ambulance, sirens I'm told to be silent

I'm blind trying to find why my house is a riot

Got to go can't take it, Uncle Dave's face is changing

I race to find my father in the bottom of the basement

My mothers covered in tears her face filling with fear

Bang's on the floor shout's to God why am I are hear

Scared to even ask, where my dad is at the time

I guess for now it's just a memory



Mom where's dad, where is he mom, where's dad

No



Chorus

This is my life my world

My nightmare stuck here won't turn

Is there a light that can shine on me?

Dear God I pray you hear hommie

This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely

My life my world

My nightmare stuck here won't turn



Verse II

Can you relate to me? Probably not

You still hate ye father, wanna to kill ye mom

Got a dad attacking in the night at around 1:00

Feet are like drums coming to you, ye can't run

Struggle with the thoughts, am I normal or not

Abused all my life even when I called out to God

What the flip, it's a shame what happens in the dark

Invisible to people all they seeing is the scars

Hold on yo, use gonna make it

Your spirit can't be broken, soul not taken

Praying in the power of the tongue for my friends

New Testament Jesus Christ let him in

Ye brains still confused what am I suppose to do

When ye folks choke, tie vocal ropes around you

Walls fall down surround you forget living I'll never fitting

God's love is real no matter what you've ever been in



Chorus

This is my life my world

My nightmare stuck here won't turn

Is there a light that can shine on me?

Dear God I pray you hear hommie

This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely



My life my world

My nightmare stuck here won't turn

Is there a light that can shine bright won't burn?

Afterlife when I see Christ Soul journ



Bridge

This is my life lord can ye shine on me

Can anybody hear me?

Lord can you save me?



Verse III

Have you ever felt like you wanna die?

End in the night, say good bye like a Lola bye

And just close ye eyes

Those lies almost killed me,

Feeling filthy, no ability to move

Commit suicide I won't be guilty

There's no perfect life, it's all media hype,

The TV screen's feeding ye right

I've seen both sides of it by now, I would a bowed down

A new sound the lost can be found

You're in some real dirt, ye life kind a sucks

Ye might adjust, but you'd rather die in the dust

I've had enough I look to him, and in God I trust

Sometimes it gets rough but ye can't give up